School is seriously B-O-R-I-N-G . and i`m having moodswing . zzzZzZzzz . everything is just so wrong . things just dont appear like how i want it to be . bad things just all came crashing down and good things just disappear into thin air . as each day passes , the gap just grew wider . drifting away more and more . maybe should just end it ? put an end to everything ? maybe its a right choice ? though may have heartache but still , better to mend them early before the hurt is too deep and by that time , nothing can be done to mend those sadness and hurt . -sigh- Alright , i shall stop being an emo down here .

i`m totally sick and tired of school . doing the same old things almost every single day without fail . i seriously need some entertainment to add some colours to my dull & boring life . forcing myself to wake up early everyday for school is seriously an agony i`m suffering everyday . school is seriously my tormentor . can i just stop attanding them ? they totally sucks to the infinity . so , during Science lesson , i was pouring the Hydorgen Acid into the test tube when i accidentally spill some on my hand . before that , Miss Ng said that the Hydrogen Acid will cause irritation to the skin when touches , and it really did !` my finger is still feeling painful right now . and and , my ankle hit a mental while i was about to sit down . another blueblack . how shitty it is . everything is just so wrong . & & , i seriously need a spect . i just cant see what is written on the white board . zZZzZzZz .

oh well , i shall stop pondering all my stuffs here . off to sleep .




Where were You when I needed You ,
And why are You so far away ,
I could have used a helping hand,
On the day I went astray .
It is said that You are everywhere ,
And know our slightest thought ,
So why is it that I can't see You ,
And why am I so distraught ?
I find that life's a problem ,
And I think I might give up trying ,
To understand what life's about ,
Maybe I'll try my hand at dying .



- tears just came rolling down . you just dont understand how i feel -



I can't help it
When I'm not around you , boy
Cause all I ever seem to
Do is drift away